28 feb 2010

sigh. I’ve got so many things to say, yet words aint coming out...

time really files ..
going to be step into another stage of my life soon , the 21st ! Have been wasted another year without any achievement but still growing older and older ! Not the young xiao lian anymore that has plenty of time to waste and re-climb again ...

i started to feel the stress again !

it's really time for me to forgive and forget the past and start looking forward the future !
turn the imperfect into perfect ! can i ?? kanna put all my effort into studies and work instead of doing nth everyday ....



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morning cabbed down to kembagan with baby , stay there awhile and went to bugis walk walk . but i super tired till can't concentrate in shopping .LOL .
back to baby house rest first before go to mel house eat ^^ ....

just back from mj and tea session with the closer one ;)



♥♥♥让我们聊童年的故事，未来的梦想和天长地久。
真真的故事并非在言语上，而是你我之间的承诺。

27 feb 2010

我想要快乐!


* photo took at marine barrage last month .
i know abit act cute la . hehe

26 feb 2010

not beening feeling well recently , it's getting more serious this time round ! really think that time never went back for the second blood test and scanning is a wrong decision ;( many people think i should be going back instead of avoiding it but i very scared lahs ....

hope wun back to that time condition , it feel terrible like hell .
i am Sure that wun make it & can;t hang on the second time IF happen again .

HAIS ~

hope i get well soon . will i ? ...


getting lazyier , ytd baby come my house pai nian and start act like a teacher to teach sis math .out to the big singsong there eat our meal and cabbed for a short interview at tanjong pagar . the guy dame weird keep wan hire me -.- but i not interested at all cox too far ? and i don't wish work so soon yea . cabbed again to suntec walk walk and watched a movie called HOT SUMMER DAYS . actually i wanted watch the percy jackson and the lightning thief but saw the hot summer days got angelababy so i decided to this ^^ . not a very bad movie , good for couple to watch .

baby accompany me the whole night and headed home at morning 6 .30 am .

XOXO.

today sleep the whole day and chat with baby on phone for more than 1 hours .evening time meet ethel headed to hougang to walkwalk and went to work after that .just homed , cook noodle first cox not feeling tat well agian ;( and chatted with ethel and online awhile.



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Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bow of gloom
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be


happy 21st birthday to mr A ;) sorry cannot make it cox not feeling well .

23 feb 2010

WAH .....~
going wasted one month off soon . omg ...



sleep till noon or evening and sleep at morning ;(
LIFELESS KID ! hehe .

22 feb 2010

stupid serene ! if you don;t wish to come out just say la .
so many excuses ! seriously i not going to ask you out anymore ...





forced myself wake up early like 3 pm to wait for the person come my house to fix the mio box .
so mad sleepy !! so downloaded few shows to watch ^^ .




should i go or not ! hmmmmm ~


* why the world is so un-fair?? You got to force yourself to smile and entertain idiot that you dislike at all !! Why cannot they just don,t exist and gone M.I.A it self .. Fuck ~

21 feb 2010

alot of my camwhore photo ;p

waked up at 2 pm plus and meet baby go paipai for e tai sui ~ alot ppl there lo!!
almost burn my hand !!!! omg .

lately been very anti-social , beening so zai nui la . !!! friends asked me out but i always rejected , just love with my baby . think i should start finding my own programme instead of always stick with my baby . hate baby here and there !!!!! hahas . okay la . should say i want to be more independent !!!!

eva is going back aus to study this thurs and she too busy preparing her stuff so no time for dinner . anyway rmb to miss us ^^ .

**** seriously think there a worm in my stomach seh . i just can;t stop eating even it's already bloated !

eaten two bowl of rice , two plate of noodle , 4 cup of ice-cream . one cup coke etc within 9 hours ~

wat happened seh !

19 feb 2010

AMK LIBRARY ....

nothing much for the day , accompany baby go study ^^ .

make me headache only !!! hahaas ...

18 feb 2010

灯光也暗了 ,音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了 ,人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了 ,你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 ,是你变了

灯光熄灭了 ,音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了,人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了 night went to tpy with ethel , he come down and fetched me for dinner at lavander and we headed to town watch the little big soldier .after that back to block 555 to had nasi lemak ;)

17 feb 2010

i missed my lesson again !!!!!!! just can't wake up agian ;(



fully wake up at 8pm , total of 14 hours of sleep . omg .
now already 9 pm liao , i still haven really unpack all my stuff ~


after that headed to meet ivy , gangster girl , angeline and her friend to butter fact .
but there alot people not place to stand at all ! so we three decided change to saibai to drink instead , the other two wanted stay .

open a bottle there and enjoy ourself ~

neh ~

* sometime words that sound so simple and harmless but it does hurts .

16 feb 2010

On sunday morning , i received mini gift from my baby ;)

even he not in town , he still not forget send me this . sweet ~

after that rushed to pack my bag and headed out to KL with ethel .

befored out , had a quarrel with mummy . that the reason why i hate CNY . she also put fotang infront of family and always left us at home during cny .suck ~

okay look super CUI without make up as i only sleep 3 hours that day .

when reached KL , someone picked us up and go rounding before we had out dinner .

no photo for the first day as both of our hp totally batt flat ! -.-

after that we head to a mountain known as 'xiao yunting ' . the view there is nice and had a 5 min of firework right infront of us and just for us ;) .

night just can't get into sleep , we watch show and chat till morning 7 am . -.-

wake up at 12 pm and prepared out for breakfast ~

after that went shopping and shopping ....

evening time headed to KL towner walk walk and had our dinner ther .

fucking ex lo ! three person costed 470 exclusing the admission fee and car park fee !

NICE VIEW ON TOP OF KL TOWER ! ;)the restourant on top of kl tower .

the special part of it is that it will turn 360 degree let ppl see the scenery.

but i don't really like . ;p

after that head to head to had some tea at top of the mointain called ulu langat .three cup of drink costed 26rm ! -.- but on top super cold AND you can see the scenerytoo. !!!!!! next day on the way go take bus head back to singapore . the service there is super bad and terrible !reached s'pore around 4 or 5 pm .!

trip totally free even all meal etc ! all pay and sponsor by '' HIM ''

weeee ~

night baby fetch me to his aunt house bai nian.

even only 2 days plus never meet him but super miss him la !!!

after that , 1opm plus headed to melany house and they play mj till morning 5am !

13 feb 2010

Wish your a lli advance happy chinses new year .
yah ! finally chu xi but i still can.t feel the cny mood lei .what a sad thing ! >.<


waked up by my mummy for fixing some stuff and i awake till now ..
bet will sleep back soon or later cox i only had 4 hours of sleep neh ....
wake up just nice for dinner time . weee! hope no cup noodle again ! hahas ....



ytd homed for half an hours to bath etc and meet baby headed to CHINATOWN !
there so many people . DON'T LIKE . hehemr big head kenji ;p after had our dinner ther , we left not much time to walk as i need to work after that .
quite a wonderful night at my workplace , ppl there is nice xD ...
had supper nasi lemak at 555 with my beloved and home sweet home at 6 am .


on thursday night meet up with mel and bf wanted head to chinatown but closed . so we headed to gayland eat . surprised that many of the shop closed , like so weird feeling .
yummy yummy !~

11 feb 2010

i am dame pissed off now .
seriously no one going to appreciate and take it for granted . in the very end people may blame on you instead even parents turn to be like that ..
make me like a fool ! i not going to be one kind soul anymore !NB ~



your are just so selfish ! eat alone die alone la .
hate all the rejection . i hate daddy mummy !!!

*don;t ever ask me who is 'they' and what happened if you don;t wish i remove you from my LISTS. thanks .




okay . busy day but a bad start a head . accompnay my daddy to apply mio home and ethel make a messy of it , just hate empty promises la ! head town to meet up my friends for dinner at paragon .before that meet baby first cox at he at town also . ;p



* just dislike you . not i cursing you seiously . what come around goes around , don;t fucking cry and complaint with me when bf treated you like hell ! hump !!!!!!

10 feb 2010

neh ....



really got nothing to blog about ! >.<
think falling sick real soon ,keep feel like sleeping and super tired neh.hais



today i skipped my first lesson , whenever i think of taking bus and train to sch make me don;t feel like moving at all ..so slept till 3 pm and forced myself to wake up , meet gangster girl at 6 pm to town to had our dinner ..After walkwalk i decidecd to take bus home instead of cab/mrt ;p . BUS make me sleepy and headache la .!rolled to baby home mid-night and home sweet home at 6 am ...



ytd stayed at home the whole day be a good girl ^^.
night baby come fetch me for supper ...
plan to buy many many cup noodle and store liao . i going be one zai nui soon ;) hehe

9 feb 2010

i getting wake up earlier now days but i got nth to do neh ! >.<



like finally saw ethel this morning ! after long long time ~
not that she or me always not at home , just that our timing totally opp .hahas .
early morning remind me something which i totally forget about it .
headached again . !!! x 2 ..

ytd after slack at home till 8 pm , headed baby house for dinner .
yummy yummy \^.^/
supper again at s11 and rolled to mac . FATTEN LA....

my baobei examing coming ;( so i need to be more independent !!!! argh ....

我有时相信美丽的预言,直到你的出现才了解这一切因.

为你而改变.you make me want to fall in love,i love you .

ok got to prepared and wake him up to see doctor later ...

8 feb 2010

NBCB ! if your guys dun know me , don;t FUCKING add me !!!!
specially idiot like him/ her . waste my time .



BLOCKED !!!!!


now is 9.30AM and i still awake !!! am i god or what ? hahahas ....


i just had my supper and breakfast linked together with my BABY and mel !
too bad fats fall asleep !!!!! No more gossip girls !!!! hahahas ....

ytd sleep till 5 pm and baby come fetched me to eat my dinner at Holland V ;D
after that wanted to watch movie but ended up no more show -.- ...

i think my timing is getting worst and weird !!
NOW ppl sleeping , i awake ~ ppl awake , i sleeping ... hahas .
should turn it back normal ASAP ;p



some photo of my beloved BeeBee ....
he still with me , don;t worry ! hahas
seldom take photo of him ! his acting skill improved !!!!



ACT EMO !!!!! HAHAHAS .

love him so much ! but he love my mummy more than me ;(