31 jan 2009

Beautiful SUNDAY morning ;)

i feeling better now .thank for baby always ther for me no matter how i throwed my princess temper on him , scolded like nobody business . erm did i ?


work make me feel stress and goes mad . GO OR NO TO GO tmr ?



good bye my bright brown ah lian hair (: ..
many ♥♥♥ with my new hair colour ! even most of the ppl prefer i with the old colour as it suit me better ? as long baby love it . i love it (; . so YOU better like it as i do now . hahahs .

28 jan 2010

will not upload anyphoto for the time beening because i look so terrible and cui ;(
don;t really wish to look into the mirror every morning to scray myself , super sad now .
i really not feeling well la , why i still have to force myself out to work . hais . wanted quite also cannot ! STUPID COMPANY LOVE ME SO MUCH ? still want stupid one month notice and send in the resignation letter lor . lucky i got my sweetest baby who wiling help me to write and send in the resignation letter ;) just fire me will do la .FML .


skin problem appear again added point on my sadness !!!!!!!
i feel so tired , sad and helpless ;( argh ....

27 jan 2010

broke ! i love my new monogram vernis zippy coin purse ;)

25 jan 2010

today never go work again , yet stay at home doing nothing . bored .
but the main reason for not going work not because i lazy .!
whole body aching till can;t move and feeling yuck .
*Finally fall sick now , that feeling so terrible ;(




YOU ARE JUST TOO FAKE .
YOU ARE JUST TOO FAKE .
YOU ARE JUST TOO FAKE .
YOU ARE JUST TOO FAKE .
YOU ARE JUST TOO FAKE .
don;t you think so ? surrounded with all lies and fake mask ?
i can bear everything beside all the lies ! it do hurt .
hope that i am WRONG .




sat work at hard rock hotel again! saw my ex-classmate there with his wife and son ..
had a BAD Mood that day all thank to 'some one'.you make me feel like a fool by beening nice .anyway it really time for me to reflex on myself ! baby back sg today , night meet him up to eat with mel and me's BF too . ytd sleep till never late like 6 pm plus ? headed out but don't really have the mood . feeling terrible and it freaking cold out there . ....




Hate all the un-reply ,no ansing and MIA . fuck the music .



PERIOD . !

22 jan 2010

tired ! ....




terrible headache now plus very stress over many stuffs .

TODAY just not my day ! rain cat and dog , train delayed and late 2 hours for work .!
after work head to bugis to had kfc for dinner , food there dame yuck lah . everything don't goes well for me at all .
just back from club giorgio which is a guys club . LOL ...
this is my very first time going to such a club lei , feel dame weird lahs .
guys there okayokay , not very handsome kind la . i keep ask this and that like go there just to dig their pay ,background blah blah blah , super kpo right?. but beening one dame good pay lei ;X !!!!!!!!!there got alot rich tai tai ! drink f-ing ex also can onces open 12 bottle >.< . when i can be one of them so RICH ;( ytd meet chloe at town walk walk ! never spend much beside the on foods . never stay till very late as she needed head to work later on . back home tired like a puppy ;(


*recently I will be away !anything important do sms me/call me , will reply ASAP yea.

29 Jan 09

now is 4 am in the morning , just back from st james .
i am so tired and sleepy now but i still forced myself to come here to blog a little before head to lala land . today powerhouse is 80 percent full of guys and asual very packed ! .
drink quite alot but not to the extend that can knock me off ;)
not even very high okay ! good thing or bad thing ?!?! omg .

today wanted act one good girl not to be late for work as serina backed office ! but i still can;t wake myself up early to preapre ! gangster girl start complaining as i get the same pay as her but i only worked 4 day per week and only 7 hours everyday ! it seen totally unfair for everyone , but i don;t care ;p . hehe . after work back to amk meet fats for dinner and accompany her do her virgin eyebrow shaping ! now her eyebrow look more neat and nicer ;D

kind of miss my baby boy now ;( i think it's time for me to learn to be more independent !!!!


*这就是我...
love me or hate me .? i don.t care anymore !




the girl that love tease her baby boy by always scolding FUCK YOU /NB right infront of his face , who always very lazy to walk and willing to spend most of her money cabbing instead bus .keep complainting fat like a ball but never ever say no to food before ! super contended as she already found her one and only true BFF and sweetest BF .what more she still ask for?
CONTENT IS, LOVE .♥♥♥

thanks for thoes people that Pampered me so much and always shower me with all their love ! xoxo .

19 jan 2010

recently feel like applying one week leave or having a long weekend.
super tired plus last weekend having event make it worst ! seriously two days is not enough for me to rest .sigh...


took half day as i really sick of wake up so early and rushed like hell to work again .Cabbed down to goldenshoes, had lunch with gangster girl as she keep asked me to accompany her.back to office at 1.30pm which our lunch ended at 1pm ? LOL .
time passed fast and at least there something for me to waste on .Serina is the only motivation for me going for work now ;( .sigh ....


homed early and i forget buy BeBe foods again !wanted buy later on but rain cat and dog!around 8 pm realised that ethel at amk central , so called her to help me buy the food .NO MORE STOCK !like wth , so sway !!! before mummy headed out , she reminded me to feed him when ethel back home !! never told her the truth if not later she nag agian . heard that dog can live w.o food at least a week , so should be ok to eat snack for two day ba?!?!no choice!. sigh .....


room messy like birdnest! clothes/book/bag can be seen everywhere !got to pack later on !. sigh.....


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* i can totally feel/understand the heartpain YOU going throu every sec day.it really hard to bear ! become so an-ti socal and reject all the concern by the closer one as i think all that just bullshit and i don;t need them because i can still feel the pain so clearly and it still hurt badly .losed 7kg and Hospitalized, in and out the hospital for almost one month .There onces i wanted to give up myself lucky there my friends and family for me.pulled me so hard that i don;t want to disappoint them !


thought it was easy to let go , thought I will not cry so hard, thought you still loved me as you said so . But all is lied ! i never been falled so hard and begged one before .
FUCK YOU for beening a bastard ! FUCK YOU for beening a liar !


GOODBYE NIGHTMARE ! ;)


BABY is the sweetest of all. picked up my brokenheart as much as possible to make it whole .w/o fail always beening there for me . i love you ..

18 JAN 2010

finally updating ?
i now using my baby com now , currently super lazy to on/use my com ;p
beside blogging , i only active on twitter and facebook ! nothing more than that ..


sat to sun been working some event kind job with mel at the hardrock hotel at sentosa .
very relaxing and easy job but when ever i tot of going work the next day dame stress ! LOL .
baby fetching me after work at 11 am .on sat after work ,went to eat the only meal for the day at newton , my favourite stingray , spicy sotong together with mel and her BF . after that head back to amk hub to watch mid-night movie the 'DAYBREAKER' ;)

on sun work extra one hour till 8 pm , head back to amk meet fatty for dinner .
meet baby to mustafa walk walk . he keep complain 'CHOU CHOU' =.=
back home at 3 am and scared by my parent ! say got ghost and heard somone crying outside blah blah blah -.- . scared me like HELL la .

today serina finally back to office . XOXO
everything fine at office , just that abit bored ! baby act a kind soul fetch me after work . actually he wanted go the cathy change money as he tmr going BBK . enjoy your trip huh !!! rmb my presents hor . hehe .



**why guys always tend to be a heartbreaker ?
they can bring you to heaven and also can drag you to hell ..
cruel creature ! .

16 Jan 2010

往往事情都有第二个结局.再见我的童话故事.

fairtale always so FAKE ! there wun be an sweet and live happily ever after ending for all the storys . i ain;t a princess so there wun be a any prince exist. ;(

Been feeling SO TIRED , SO STRESS and SO LOST life now days.

FUCK MY LIFE .

i hate wearing all the fake mask everyday ! so sick of it can ?....

nothing much to blog about this few days . work was totally y-u-c-k this week as there nothing for me to do and spend my day . so bored and somehow like beening treated so 'transparent' kind , the feeling so terrible which non of your will understand at all .

after work straight away homed as i wished to be beening alone . sometime will headed out supper and drink session with the 'girls' / BF ...

心'已模糊了它只自己的目标, 等于失去了方向盘.

那会有一天消失在大海中....

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See how much you understand me well ;)


what is favourite activity ?
what is my second favour colour beside purple ?
what is my top favourite food and the arrangment ?
what is my favour drink beside coke and greentea?
what is my bad habit before head to sleep ?



ERMMMM... XOXO.

12 JAN 2010

孤单单的黑夜 星星映照你双眼,那是你走后 望著窗外孤枕难眠.

emo day . super heavy moodswing for this couple days..
i just simply hate going to work lahs . BORING !

sunday headed out to J.B with ethel . jason and beloved baby boy .
back s,pore night and had tea session with melany and rene ;)

ytd and today nothing much to update ..
home sweet home early !

好想许一个愿 , 要一个有你的永远 .

09 jan 2010

Yes !
nothing is as sweet as you baby , you the wonderful bf i ever had .


For hearing my thoughts, understanding my dreams and being my soulmate.
For filling my life with joy and loving me without end...
I do


♥♥♥

today just took up some saving plan ! actually i wanted to get one long time ago but i super lazy to find out more blah blah blah ...

i am a shopaholic , i do save okay ! but i still think it's not enought so i decided to get a saving plan (: slept till 4pm and meet the 'agent' at 4.30 pm as he is 'nice' enough to come over my block and explain to me . baby still say want accompany me ended up he is busy . From today onward he not going to complain his room very hot all that again ! shiok right baby ? hehe .

he come over my house at evening time as there a mini buffet style dinner going on . after that caught a movie the Vampire's assistant , not bad but the last part of the show i don't really understand and ending abit LOL lei .

MUSHROOM ! YTD .....

night meet my two cousin to the nearest pasar malam to get some foods even we already had our dinner at home . After that chi-chated at the playground there while waiting for my baby come over .

\('V')/

both of us went to bowling , one of my favourite activity which not much people knew it . baby named himself GUCCI and mine is AGNES B in the game . Don't know why the bowling ball just can't go straight and my score dame low ! another side my baby dame good luck keep strike / spare , two game also lose to him ;( . maybe today just not my day !

baby keep say i am his lucky star but who my lucky star !!! give me some luck pls . LoL .

我是最幸福的小女孩 (:

i got the wonderful parent . wonderful BFF and wonderful Bf .

what more i still want ? more than enough ~!!!! xoxo

THE END & NITE ...

08 jan 2010

I wanna know what is love , I want you to show me more (;



Homed early too , no SHOPPING for a week . Started feel very bored staying at home ! hothing to do except blogging , facebook , kpo-ing view people blogs and chit on phone with my baby . BORING !




SMOKE FREE INSPIRATIONS .

Smoking causes diseases in almost every organ in our body and damages to our SKIN too .
Are your reasons just excuses ? perhaps it's time to overcome them and make a change for the better ok baby ?


calculation of expenses :
1 month = $347.20
1 year = $4088
2year = $8176
10 year = $20,400 .

wohoho .. big sum of money ! so many rich kid out there yahs ?



* sudden feel super duper E.M.O !
i have a fucking ugly look and fat body .
feel very useless and hopeless .
i need some H-A-P-P-Y pillS , yes right now . ! OMG

07 jan 2010-LOVE BLIND

Is love B-L-I-N-D ?

WARNING LATTER . !

FUCK OFF if you lied to me .
FUCK OFF if you never loved me .
FUCK OFF if you sweet talks to me .
FUCK OFF if you never missed me at all .
FUCK OFF if you think you that 'charming' .
FUCK OFF if you still wanted to flirt around .
FUCK OFF if you think you are wasting my time .
FUCK OFF if you don't intended to be with me forever.

FUCK OFF if you break you promises again and agian .
FUCK OFF if you think the world offer you more than me .

FUCK OFF if you not there for me when i needed you the most .
FUCK OFF if you only need someone accompnay becoz there noone there for you .

IF there is IF

FUCK OFF . FUCK OFF . FUCK OFF . aways -from my life (;

do i sound like un-reasonable ? mad girl ? too demanding ? den FUCK OFF . lols .

07 jan 2010

EDITED - CHANGED MY BLOG SKIN!abit sick of the old blog skin .even i like it alot especial my pretty face on top . MIAO ~
even never changed much and still white in colour , at least better than the old one ba . hehe .
this look more simple and nicer to me (:


feel like blogging today but nothing much for me to blog sio! today reached office at 10.15 am . omg right ? totally never noticed lated so much .hahas..
still plan to go office on time and act one good girl because ytd i mia from office w/o mc agian " . LOL .


sit at office daydream the whole day and realised that alot of things had already changed .
from good to bad and worst to better .. it's time to cool myself down and change to be better person .better friend . better gf and better daughter (:

*not meeting baby today , tomorrow and this week ? hope so .LOL .he now should be still outside kpo-ing with his firiends ba . FASTER ROLL HOME you this 肥仔HO! hehe .

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The poker face vs pimple face ...
lady gaga vs manly hoho ? ( inner joke ) laugh pls .

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHA

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHA

laugh lei . -.-



okay . got to stop my nonsense now .
NIGHT the earth .

06 jan 2010

Received a SWEET ill gift from gangster girl ytd (:
it totall hand-made stuffs plus is blue in color, totally in love with it !

Ytd after work meet rene at town -orchard to had dinner and collect went to tiff&co collect my bracelet back .tsktsk . Night meet baby for tea and supper . dame fattening lo .

do your REALISE that i become FATTER ? OMG !!!
i think at least gained 5 kg ); baby also agreed to it .
It's time for me to slim down !!!

no more
ice-cream , cake , sushi , pasta , chocolate . 70% kol bubble tea etc .
kill me pls ): hais !
never went work today ! actually i 8am plus jiu waked up . But i fucking lazy and sleepy to home changed and go work . if i go work sure dame sleepy and keep fall asleep ! Even i always do so lahs ... LOL ..

homed at 12 pm ? daddy mummy also at home -.-
there a special guest at my house too . mummy forced me sit and join in till the guest left .
go do my stuffs and wait for babby finish sch and pei me go see doctor and back school .

but onces i stepped out , it started to rain cat and dog plus clinic closed !
went to j8 to had sushi for dinner and headed to town ....


home sweet home at 3am , wanted text my baby .
ended up texted half way haven send out jiu fall asleep -.- See my seisei bear sleep till so happy (; NIGHT EVERYONE .

03 Jan 2010

PANIC @ MARINE BARRAGE with the love ones (;


only sleep less than 5 hours !waked up by ethel , go prepared and get the food for panic at evening ? as the closer will know my parent is vegetarian so no meal allowed to bring into my house !

THANKS for baby's mummy helped us prepare the food (; i got help out also hor not like tat fei xiao he at room use com !!!! ask him look after bb ended up seeing my bb walking around the house ! .

afternoon time amk area rainning but lucky barrage there totally fine ;DD
reached there not very late , alot ppl flying kite and bb start being naughty .

forget bring water for the dogs but we too hungry and lazy to go all the way down again to get the water . after all the eating and resting , baby and i decided go get the drink and kite . ...

see what see ? so fat still eat ! let my caught on the spot . hahahahahahs .

the old xiao he is teaching the young one . but failed . LOL.my rainbow kite . son and father xD....

night time , there still left some foods but we don;t intened to bring any those foods home . so we sit there play poker card game! winner , loser , 2nd runner up or third runner up etc needed to eat the food tat ethel said . LOL . After that homed at 12 am ? bathed and rest awhile . headed out meet my darlingS again .lol

THE END ~ XOXO .

2 dec 10

Sleep the whole day !
planned to go JB with gangster girl but last min cancelled as all of us overslept tgt?. hehe ...

waked up at 4 pm .Meet fats to bishan and had PIZZA for dinner. eat till dame full lo , still say lost 2 kg ! think now gain 5 kg instead ;( meet baby boy after that as he alone at home , sound very poor thing hor .? can't bear see him lefft alone ! LOL .

went to watch the alvin and chipmunks 2 .

nice show ;) rated 7/10

after that accompany his eat at newton and go walk walk ...... reached home at 7am -.- .

later 12 pm need wake up !
cox tmr going panic so need to prepare all the food . GG le lalalala . hahas

放弃你等于放弃自己...

亲爱的我会再你身边直到永恒 . xoxo

1 jan 2010

MY FIRST POST ON 2010 .




new year . new me .
but things does not go well for me today ! FML .
had a quarrel with my baby and all goes wrong . ARGH ! .




finally ended , hope tmr will be better ....